Hi everyone! After having a conversation with my best friend last week I felt like belting this one out sans backup instrumentals (mostly because it was after 1:00am and I couldn't be bothered). It's super scary to sing without a track in the background, your voice all naked and exposed, but I'm kind of just sick of being afraid so I thought, "what the hell, let's do it"! I'm a little pitchy because my voice is tired and I probably could have hit record a few more times until I got out a better version, but I realized...I'm actually (and shockingly) not looking for perfection anymore! I am always going to feel that I can do more or that I should have done more, done better. However, I think that making an honest effort is more important. This self realization blows me away because, despite my very smart friends telling me all of these things months ago, I didn't actually believe that I would ever be able to change the way I was hardwired to think.
This blog is effort. This video is honest.